Well i know.I have'nt written inna long time....Well not much to say...I got tickets to the bonzai.Is this concert where like 11 bands are gonna go.Sum of the bands are Trapt,Three days grace,puddle of mudd,and sum other bands...Well.......i wont be writting here anymore,It just gets boring,plus im too lazy to write here..So yea...w/e...ummmmmmmm..one last thing..

You said you cared about me
More than anything in your life
That you would give your life for me
That your heart was mine,all mine

You were there when i needed you
You always were there for me
When i was in danger
You were there to rescue me

Little by little we lost
That special bond that we had
You didnt seem to care about me
Yea,things were that bad

When i decided to give up
and run away from this
You didnt even bother to stop me
I guess this is how it is

If you cared about me
like you once said you did
why dont you even care
If i dont,or if i leave

I guess that my friends were right
You were a worthless being
Now i know how you feel about me
In you,what was i seeing?

So i guess this is goodbye
You wont stop me,i know why
It'll be hard to forget you
But ill continue with my life

Well this mayorly sucks.I want to go really badly to this concert,but is like 2 hours away and my dad doesnt want to take me and my friends.If i go with someone else,he'll probaby tell me that we may have an accident and he doesnt trust them and shit like that.But i wanna go really badly.Three Days Grace and Trapt and so many bands r gonna be there.I swear im gonna go,even if i have to do it behind his back!My dad treats me like a fucking child!Hello im 14!! is not that old,but at least i can go to to a concert with my friends and a grownup without getting killed or raped or nothing!I hate my freaking overprotective parents,why cant they just stay the hell out of my fucking life.Its my life!If the dont like how it is,why the hell did they have me for then?I never asked them to!They're always saying "im only doing it for your own good,trust me,i've been trough this before and i wish i had someone there to correct my mistakes".Well i dont want them to correct my mistakes,i also dont want them to keep trying to change the music i like,or how i dress,or what i do!Everything i do for them is wrong.Well parents,if im not the child you expected,if you want a perfect one,then fucking kill me and adopt!!!

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Why cant you sometimes understand?
Im not your baby anymore
I dont need more of your protection
I can handle it on my own

Why cant sometimes you just let me do?
The stuff i wanna do
You dont let me learn from my own mistakes
Am i a puppet to you?

Im not your baby anymore
So just stop treating me like one
Let me have my own life
You already had your chance

You want me to be perfect
And not do the same mistakes as you
Well if you loved me so much
you would accept the things I do

You want me to be perfect
But thats just who i am not
I cant be your molded picture
You should like me how i am

Well if you cant accept this
Thats too bad,it just wont do
Im not gonna change for noone
Less for the likes of you...

My dad's in the hospital right now.He just got operated.I kinda think is my fault what happened to him.I mean..a few days ago i had told him i wished he died,and then he felt bad.The night he went to the hospital,i had told him earlier the same thing.It makes me feel kind of guilty.But w/e....He's ok now.He can barely walk or eat or nuthing,but he'll b back soon.

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People die from different thing
knifes,or guns
If you put a stake trough their heart
Then,they're gone
People die from different things
Sickness or suicide
Some are innocent as can be
Some,commit homocide
People die from different thing
I died because of a broken heart
You ripped it all apart
My death,is now your fault

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My dad's in the hospital right now.He just got operated.I kinda think is my fault what happened to him.I mean..a few days ago i had told him i wished he died,and then he felt bad.The night he went to the hospital,i had told him earlier the same thing.It makes me feel kind of guilty.But w/e....He's ok now.He can barely walk or eat or nuthing,but he'll b back soon.

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People die from different thing
knifes,or guns
If you put a stake trough their heart
Then,they're gone
People die from different things
Sickness or suicide
Some are innocent as can be
Some,commit homocide
People die from different thing
I died because of a broken heart
You ripped it all apart
My death,is now your fault

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Currently Playing Fallen By Evanescence see related

- My Immortal -

Well today it was kind of fun.In a way.Did almost nothing in school and went to this black history thing asembly.It was a little boring but at least i got to miss spanish class.Tomorrow is my auddition to that South Miami magnet high school.I dont want to go.I mean,yea i do want to go there cause its a good school.But they say there are so much posers and preps there.And none of my friends are going there,so i dont want to be the only one left out.I dont want t have to start over to make new friends.Im just not sure of what to do anymore....If it was up to me i wouldnt go to school.But i have to go.And i hate it.Well......thats mostly it i guess....